I have decided to share my testimony with you all just after I've read Chelsea's (Good one Chels, you really went through a tough time there, thank God He was there for you all the step of the way!)
Anway, I didn't believe in Jesus, He never existed to me (How heart breaking it is to hear myself say this). I only believed in God and God to me was an iron fist ruler, if you don’t please Him, it’s to hell for you. But this all wasn’t just accomplished by my own imagination and thinking, I was in a religion that believed this nonsense, I grew up in that religion, so I believed to the fullest that I was doing the right thing and no one could ever tell me otherwise, it’s more sad that anything else.
That’s why from now on I will never look down on someone who believes incorrectly; because he does not know he is doing wrong. He is giving his best in what he knows and grew up with. I would rather help them and if they don’t listen (like me) I will pray, because prayer is one of the big factors that helped me to meet Jesus and at the end we all know that it's all about Him!! There’s no two ways about it.
Let me start at the beginning and share a few miracles with you (Glory to God, thank you Jesus!). I was born on 4 months. The hospital told my mother that I am not going to make it and if I do, it will be a waste; I will be blind and a vegetable. She fell to her knees in the room where I was and started praying. The room became white and Jesus asked her that if she raised me for Him, He will give me to her, but if not, He will take me away. So here I am, as fit as a fiddle. Not blind and as intelligent as can be hie hie, joke.
Then as a little girl, I remembered Jesus was always there. My mother knew about me always talking to someone, but she just thought it was my imaginary friend. He used to stand in the corners of my room and there I will find myself when I was afraid at night. Jesus was always there, He was my best friend.
Later on when I was the age of 10. I became very sick. I would have given anything to fall asleep that night, I was in excruciating pain. Then I felt my mother getting on the bed behind me, the moment she put her arm around me the pain melted away in a split second. When she finally got up I turned over to thank her, but no one was in the room. I thought maybe she ran to her room because she might’ve been cold or something. The next morning, I asked my mother about it and everyone in the house, but no one knew what I was talking about. It was Jesus.
At the age of 12, my mother remarried again, but into a new religion (the religion where they only believed in God) and into my twenties they got me to believe that Jesus never existed, they brain wash you in a way. On the surface everyone is nice to you and happy with life, but if you dig deeper, you will find that there’s something really really wrong. But I only realized that about 6 months ago.
And then at age of 21 I woke up one morning paralyzed from the neck down. I was in a wheel chair for a while and then went for an operation. I had to learn to walk again, but God helped me through it even when I didn’t believe in His Son, He still cared.
Further on at the age of 26 years. Jesus finally broke through to me. He send one of His own true children to come save me out of a deep hole I would never be able to get out of alone (and he is now my fiancé) I’m skipping allot of exciting things that happened, where God showed me to my fiancé in a dream before he even met me, wow is the only thing I could utter.
But at the end on the 5th of May 2010 I gave my heart to Jesus and accepted Him as my one true Savior and Friend. It was the hardest decision I ever had to make, because I knew the consequences and it cost me dearly. How ironic, I was the one who led allot of people to my old religion, on believing that there was no Jesus, no birth, so crucifiction, no resurrection, no nothing.
I lost everything in my life that day. But Jesus blessed me with family and friends bigger than the one I had.
Jesus really missed me allot (so I found out), He came to visit me one night. It was just me and my fiancé in the room. I felt – which I thought was my fiancé – stroking my head. I experienced love that can never be explained in words. It wasn’t my fiancé, I asked him about it and I knew immediately that it was Jesus because the love I felt was unexplainable!
The sad side of it all is my parents are still stuck in that hole full of lies. But I do pray and I believe that Jesus will bend down, reach out and save them like He saved me. It’s only a matter of time J
Now, I’m attending a new Church where Jesus is the High Priest! That is in my heart. Ha ha ha and yes, I attend a Church here in S.A. I love it there and they are my new family, the love is also one of the reasons I go there, real love – Love that flows form Jesus Christ.
And that’s my testimony. All I can say is I am so grateful, so very grateful. He could’ve left me there… Thank you Jesus for never giving up on me, for never letting me go.
I love You… always and forever
Yours forever: Sheep
Anway, I didn't believe in Jesus, He never existed to me (How heart breaking it is to hear myself say this). I only believed in God and God to me was an iron fist ruler, if you don’t please Him, it’s to hell for you. But this all wasn’t just accomplished by my own imagination and thinking, I was in a religion that believed this nonsense, I grew up in that religion, so I believed to the fullest that I was doing the right thing and no one could ever tell me otherwise, it’s more sad that anything else.
That’s why from now on I will never look down on someone who believes incorrectly; because he does not know he is doing wrong. He is giving his best in what he knows and grew up with. I would rather help them and if they don’t listen (like me) I will pray, because prayer is one of the big factors that helped me to meet Jesus and at the end we all know that it's all about Him!! There’s no two ways about it.
Let me start at the beginning and share a few miracles with you (Glory to God, thank you Jesus!). I was born on 4 months. The hospital told my mother that I am not going to make it and if I do, it will be a waste; I will be blind and a vegetable. She fell to her knees in the room where I was and started praying. The room became white and Jesus asked her that if she raised me for Him, He will give me to her, but if not, He will take me away. So here I am, as fit as a fiddle. Not blind and as intelligent as can be hie hie, joke.
Then as a little girl, I remembered Jesus was always there. My mother knew about me always talking to someone, but she just thought it was my imaginary friend. He used to stand in the corners of my room and there I will find myself when I was afraid at night. Jesus was always there, He was my best friend.
Later on when I was the age of 10. I became very sick. I would have given anything to fall asleep that night, I was in excruciating pain. Then I felt my mother getting on the bed behind me, the moment she put her arm around me the pain melted away in a split second. When she finally got up I turned over to thank her, but no one was in the room. I thought maybe she ran to her room because she might’ve been cold or something. The next morning, I asked my mother about it and everyone in the house, but no one knew what I was talking about. It was Jesus.
At the age of 12, my mother remarried again, but into a new religion (the religion where they only believed in God) and into my twenties they got me to believe that Jesus never existed, they brain wash you in a way. On the surface everyone is nice to you and happy with life, but if you dig deeper, you will find that there’s something really really wrong. But I only realized that about 6 months ago.
And then at age of 21 I woke up one morning paralyzed from the neck down. I was in a wheel chair for a while and then went for an operation. I had to learn to walk again, but God helped me through it even when I didn’t believe in His Son, He still cared.
Further on at the age of 26 years. Jesus finally broke through to me. He send one of His own true children to come save me out of a deep hole I would never be able to get out of alone (and he is now my fiancé) I’m skipping allot of exciting things that happened, where God showed me to my fiancé in a dream before he even met me, wow is the only thing I could utter.
But at the end on the 5th of May 2010 I gave my heart to Jesus and accepted Him as my one true Savior and Friend. It was the hardest decision I ever had to make, because I knew the consequences and it cost me dearly. How ironic, I was the one who led allot of people to my old religion, on believing that there was no Jesus, no birth, so crucifiction, no resurrection, no nothing.
I lost everything in my life that day. But Jesus blessed me with family and friends bigger than the one I had.
Jesus really missed me allot (so I found out), He came to visit me one night. It was just me and my fiancé in the room. I felt – which I thought was my fiancé – stroking my head. I experienced love that can never be explained in words. It wasn’t my fiancé, I asked him about it and I knew immediately that it was Jesus because the love I felt was unexplainable!
The sad side of it all is my parents are still stuck in that hole full of lies. But I do pray and I believe that Jesus will bend down, reach out and save them like He saved me. It’s only a matter of time J
Now, I’m attending a new Church where Jesus is the High Priest! That is in my heart. Ha ha ha and yes, I attend a Church here in S.A. I love it there and they are my new family, the love is also one of the reasons I go there, real love – Love that flows form Jesus Christ.
And that’s my testimony. All I can say is I am so grateful, so very grateful. He could’ve left me there… Thank you Jesus for never giving up on me, for never letting me go.
I love You… always and forever
Yours forever: Sheep
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