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Hello family, I have a prayer request for myself. An odd request to most but none the less. This isn't for healing of a disease or a sickness or for a family member that is in the hospital or death bed or a loved one.
I would like prayer to have conviction in my life. I do have conviction for certain things as it stands now but I want ALL sins convicted in me & around me that I am able to control and well.... have no control over I spoze. I want to be so convicted that it is as kryptonite to superman.
I'll tell you my lil' story about shopping carts... For years & years I was the person that would leave a shopping cart wherever I parked. I would push the cart wherever my car was, grab my bags out of it & leave it where it stood. Then one time I tried this & I felt this guilt, this twist inside me that was so uncomfortable that I couldn't stand it. I couldn't drive off, I couldn't push the cart half way to the cart corral & I wasn't able to do anything other than push the cart ALL THE WAY into the space where the rest of the shopping carts were. As soon as I did the feeling of uneasiness was gone, the emotion of accomplishment entered & I could feel, literally feel God being proud of me for doing such a simple task. I have tried to 'avoid' & ignore the uncomfortable feeling a few times I have tried to leave a cart since & I have to back up, stop my car, get out & push not only my own cart to the cart corral but other carts that are near too. I've even said out loud a few times "alright God I'll push the stupid cart where it goes GOSH!!!" When it's snowing & blowing with a foot of cold slushy snow on the ground I huff & puff like a little brat while stomping my feet pushing carts where they go (I can just imagine what people around me think but that doesn't stop me)... and I again can feel God kinda chuckle now yet proud of me for my obedience.
But THAT'S what I would like. I love the fact that God cares enough about me to convict me & have me do the right thing at the right time. It may sound sound a bit strange but that's what I really want.
THANK YOU ALL who read this
I would like prayer to have conviction in my life. I do have conviction for certain things as it stands now but I want ALL sins convicted in me & around me that I am able to control and well.... have no control over I spoze. I want to be so convicted that it is as kryptonite to superman.
I'll tell you my lil' story about shopping carts... For years & years I was the person that would leave a shopping cart wherever I parked. I would push the cart wherever my car was, grab my bags out of it & leave it where it stood. Then one time I tried this & I felt this guilt, this twist inside me that was so uncomfortable that I couldn't stand it. I couldn't drive off, I couldn't push the cart half way to the cart corral & I wasn't able to do anything other than push the cart ALL THE WAY into the space where the rest of the shopping carts were. As soon as I did the feeling of uneasiness was gone, the emotion of accomplishment entered & I could feel, literally feel God being proud of me for doing such a simple task. I have tried to 'avoid' & ignore the uncomfortable feeling a few times I have tried to leave a cart since & I have to back up, stop my car, get out & push not only my own cart to the cart corral but other carts that are near too. I've even said out loud a few times "alright God I'll push the stupid cart where it goes GOSH!!!" When it's snowing & blowing with a foot of cold slushy snow on the ground I huff & puff like a little brat while stomping my feet pushing carts where they go (I can just imagine what people around me think but that doesn't stop me)... and I again can feel God kinda chuckle now yet proud of me for my obedience.
But THAT'S what I would like. I love the fact that God cares enough about me to convict me & have me do the right thing at the right time. It may sound sound a bit strange but that's what I really want.
THANK YOU ALL who read this