slimsavery
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Thanks for all your replies to my other threads concerning Luck, Curses etc As you may have read on other threads I have stated I am writing a piece and all your help will guide me in doing this. The piece I am writing is on OCD, which i used to suffer from ( and sometimes still get pangs from ) and how a Christian life can help.
My OCD used to be concerned with numbers, ie if i did something in my life for the last time and then saw a number 13 I would have to do that activity again. The last time I did the activity that bothered me the most I saw 1913 on a gravestone the next time I walked through a Church`s graveyard. Ever since then I have been worried ( as silly as it sounds )that it could be God cursing or punishing me but putting that 13 there as to mean I would have a painfull death! The reason i thought this is as i used to promise God that I would never give into the compulsuions again - if i did some sort of harm would come to me or my family - I gave in one last time a few months ago and then saw the gravestone -hence the worry over the 1913 Gravestone. Which i also deep down know is silly as there is no room for superstition in christianity
I know God will forgive me for breaking my promise but as I have written in other threads I have been worried about being cursed or punished. I no longer promise God things against myself or my family but worry God might discipline me as i know he disciplines us "As King David stated in Psalm 32, discipline causes us to confess and repent of sin we have not yet dealt with. In this way discipline is cleansing. It is also a growth catalyst. The more we know about God, the more we know about His desires for our lives". but if i am to understand correctly what I have learnt so far the above bold tells me that at the end of any discipline God gives to me ( and im thinking the way God has dicsplined me is by making my worry and regret over my past actions and to repent ) I will be cleansed - hence starting over a new leaf so I would have no need to over worry about a nasty death?
I guess what I need to realise the most is that God loves me, he wont curse me ( How can a child of God still be under God’s curse (Romans 8:1) ) or punish me in a bad way - only in a way that will bring me closer to him. Also I cannot curse myself or others as God is the only One able to pronounce judgment.
Would you agree with what I have written? I will post my final piece on the forums when it is finished. Some thoughts on the above would be great if you have time.
Can I again say thanks for all your help. Your kind words have helped me through a difficult stressfull period in my life, my parents are going through a very rough patch at the moment and being the eldest son I can be rather stuck in the middle of it all!
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My OCD used to be concerned with numbers, ie if i did something in my life for the last time and then saw a number 13 I would have to do that activity again. The last time I did the activity that bothered me the most I saw 1913 on a gravestone the next time I walked through a Church`s graveyard. Ever since then I have been worried ( as silly as it sounds )that it could be God cursing or punishing me but putting that 13 there as to mean I would have a painfull death! The reason i thought this is as i used to promise God that I would never give into the compulsuions again - if i did some sort of harm would come to me or my family - I gave in one last time a few months ago and then saw the gravestone -hence the worry over the 1913 Gravestone. Which i also deep down know is silly as there is no room for superstition in christianity
I know God will forgive me for breaking my promise but as I have written in other threads I have been worried about being cursed or punished. I no longer promise God things against myself or my family but worry God might discipline me as i know he disciplines us "As King David stated in Psalm 32, discipline causes us to confess and repent of sin we have not yet dealt with. In this way discipline is cleansing. It is also a growth catalyst. The more we know about God, the more we know about His desires for our lives". but if i am to understand correctly what I have learnt so far the above bold tells me that at the end of any discipline God gives to me ( and im thinking the way God has dicsplined me is by making my worry and regret over my past actions and to repent ) I will be cleansed - hence starting over a new leaf so I would have no need to over worry about a nasty death?
I guess what I need to realise the most is that God loves me, he wont curse me ( How can a child of God still be under God’s curse (Romans 8:1) ) or punish me in a bad way - only in a way that will bring me closer to him. Also I cannot curse myself or others as God is the only One able to pronounce judgment.
Would you agree with what I have written? I will post my final piece on the forums when it is finished. Some thoughts on the above would be great if you have time.
Can I again say thanks for all your help. Your kind words have helped me through a difficult stressfull period in my life, my parents are going through a very rough patch at the moment and being the eldest son I can be rather stuck in the middle of it all!
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