A few days ago i was told to go to work and shut the door.
I went to work and didn't shut the door. Not long later a few spirits walk into the room and they start talking to me about the woman previously referred to as Voldemort in my first posts on this forum. She and i had a relationship sometime between 1992 and 1996 when i was 4-8 years old. I uh, don't remember it yet because my mind is still blocking it out.
I shut the door after those spirits showed up to talk to me and it seemed to work to hinder them a bit, was told to pray for Voldemort again and was told to speak to her. (through the spiritual realm) so i said what i usually say “i forgive you, but you must turn to Jesus and i would like to talk to you in real life”.
The last time we crossed paths was feb 24, 2020.. one day after 7 years after i had driven to her parents house without knowing where it was.
On feb 23 2020 i was very clearly spiritually informed that my contract with her was over. Feb 24 2020 i went on a 24 mile bike ride. the length of it was a complete coincidence i'm only recognizing just today. i crossed paths with her at mile [HASH=5538]#23m[/HASH], a mile from my parents house.
Today i left work to go pick up a dishwasher from someone and in hindsight absent mindedly drove the long way home, i passed Voldemort driving the other direction about a block away from my parents house.. first time i've seen her in 62 weeks, 2 days. At that moment I realized I should have driven the other way home and picked the dishwasher up before i drove home.
so anyhow.. after nov 19, 2020, the spiritual realm has been almost dead quiet concerning her, compared to what it was before, which was practically a living nightmare. my fiancé was previously occasionally harassed by her demons prior to late 2019.. but not after nov 2019 (we weren't in a relationship prior to march 2020 though, but she was strongly attracted to me at that time, but I kept assuring her I had to wait 7 years.)
so why i'm posting this is.. while the spiritual realm concerning her was mostly silent for 18 months from nov 2019 till recently, a month ago my fiance had a dream of Voldemort, sick in the hospital, asking for prayers; my fiance strongly dislikes even thinking about this stuff so its not like her own mind made this up, and the dream was hyper realistic as in she could smell and taste and touch the hospital she was in. such dreams of hers typically come true.
well a few days after her dream, Voldemort posted on the community facebook group a question circumstantially relating to a certain illness.. and my fiance saw her post and was like.. uh.. yeah that's exactly the symptoms i saw in the dream…..
Spiritually what I’m concerned about is the two spirits who showed up to talk to me a few days ago, are the same spirits Voldemort asked me (telepathically) how to get rid of them.. around march-may 2020. she has contracts with them.
Its is possible she will lose her health in the process of turning to Jesus due to the type and length and duration of the 3 decades of witchcraft she has been involved in.
and, while I’m not spiritually harassed about these matters, it remains a strong possibility God still expects me to maintain a fully righteous perspective on the matter, which may include ceasing all public conversation about her.. (and I have no one in real life who seems to be available for prayer or guidance on this matter), and I need to softly help guide my fiance to be less insecure about the possibility Voldemort and I will need to have some tough conversations.. perhaps even on her deathbed.. which could be next year or (statistically) as long as 4 decades from now.
secondly.. relatively recently its been on my mind to question my mother about the name of one of my childhood imaginary friends. the reason this is interesting is because, if it is what i seem to recall she told me it was.. its my name backwards. taught to me at age 4-5 by Voldemort. i don't think she knew what she was doing at the time, but in my experience demons are primarily interested in keeping people's consciousnesses split, rather than achieving the natural integration process that is supposed to happen by age 8 or so. (which is why you shouldn't be able to remember your childhood friends)
i did work up the courage to confront my mom about whatever was going on between me and Voldemort in 1992-94 and her voice changed a bit and she said " i don't know anything about that"
I am also concerned Voldemort is my sister from a different mother but same father. she is 9 years older than me. I'm concerned most of my childhood emotional abandonment depression wounds aren't from Voldemort leaving me ( I woke up depressed at age 6-8 with no memory of anything prior to age 6-8) but rather my mom raising me as if i was "Damaged goods" as her generation says it, and so basically I lost my own mother as well, emotionally.*
spiritually i can't shake the feeling that voldemort is my sister, but i don't know how i know that. i'm reasonably confident God will push her to repentance but i shudder at what it will take. -but at the same time there is a certain level of excitement about it, eagerness of when this will happen.
*there is another explanation for this though.. my mom once lamented "we didnt' even name our children till they were age 5 because half of them would die on you"
and you might ask.. am i time traveler?.. no.. my mom lost her mother when she was 8 and was raised by her grandparents in Scranton Pennsylvania.. who.. spiritually or emotionally.. are 6 generations back from young people today. my sister is 20 months younger than me and its quite possible my mom emotionally abandoned me at about 18 months of age, and being cold and jaded, it left me open to seeking a new mother at age 4... .. a 13 yr old witch in the church nursery.
I went to work and didn't shut the door. Not long later a few spirits walk into the room and they start talking to me about the woman previously referred to as Voldemort in my first posts on this forum. She and i had a relationship sometime between 1992 and 1996 when i was 4-8 years old. I uh, don't remember it yet because my mind is still blocking it out.
I shut the door after those spirits showed up to talk to me and it seemed to work to hinder them a bit, was told to pray for Voldemort again and was told to speak to her. (through the spiritual realm) so i said what i usually say “i forgive you, but you must turn to Jesus and i would like to talk to you in real life”.
The last time we crossed paths was feb 24, 2020.. one day after 7 years after i had driven to her parents house without knowing where it was.
On feb 23 2020 i was very clearly spiritually informed that my contract with her was over. Feb 24 2020 i went on a 24 mile bike ride. the length of it was a complete coincidence i'm only recognizing just today. i crossed paths with her at mile [HASH=5538]#23m[/HASH], a mile from my parents house.
Today i left work to go pick up a dishwasher from someone and in hindsight absent mindedly drove the long way home, i passed Voldemort driving the other direction about a block away from my parents house.. first time i've seen her in 62 weeks, 2 days. At that moment I realized I should have driven the other way home and picked the dishwasher up before i drove home.
so anyhow.. after nov 19, 2020, the spiritual realm has been almost dead quiet concerning her, compared to what it was before, which was practically a living nightmare. my fiancé was previously occasionally harassed by her demons prior to late 2019.. but not after nov 2019 (we weren't in a relationship prior to march 2020 though, but she was strongly attracted to me at that time, but I kept assuring her I had to wait 7 years.)
so why i'm posting this is.. while the spiritual realm concerning her was mostly silent for 18 months from nov 2019 till recently, a month ago my fiance had a dream of Voldemort, sick in the hospital, asking for prayers; my fiance strongly dislikes even thinking about this stuff so its not like her own mind made this up, and the dream was hyper realistic as in she could smell and taste and touch the hospital she was in. such dreams of hers typically come true.
well a few days after her dream, Voldemort posted on the community facebook group a question circumstantially relating to a certain illness.. and my fiance saw her post and was like.. uh.. yeah that's exactly the symptoms i saw in the dream…..
Spiritually what I’m concerned about is the two spirits who showed up to talk to me a few days ago, are the same spirits Voldemort asked me (telepathically) how to get rid of them.. around march-may 2020. she has contracts with them.
Its is possible she will lose her health in the process of turning to Jesus due to the type and length and duration of the 3 decades of witchcraft she has been involved in.
and, while I’m not spiritually harassed about these matters, it remains a strong possibility God still expects me to maintain a fully righteous perspective on the matter, which may include ceasing all public conversation about her.. (and I have no one in real life who seems to be available for prayer or guidance on this matter), and I need to softly help guide my fiance to be less insecure about the possibility Voldemort and I will need to have some tough conversations.. perhaps even on her deathbed.. which could be next year or (statistically) as long as 4 decades from now.
secondly.. relatively recently its been on my mind to question my mother about the name of one of my childhood imaginary friends. the reason this is interesting is because, if it is what i seem to recall she told me it was.. its my name backwards. taught to me at age 4-5 by Voldemort. i don't think she knew what she was doing at the time, but in my experience demons are primarily interested in keeping people's consciousnesses split, rather than achieving the natural integration process that is supposed to happen by age 8 or so. (which is why you shouldn't be able to remember your childhood friends)
i did work up the courage to confront my mom about whatever was going on between me and Voldemort in 1992-94 and her voice changed a bit and she said " i don't know anything about that"
I am also concerned Voldemort is my sister from a different mother but same father. she is 9 years older than me. I'm concerned most of my childhood emotional abandonment depression wounds aren't from Voldemort leaving me ( I woke up depressed at age 6-8 with no memory of anything prior to age 6-8) but rather my mom raising me as if i was "Damaged goods" as her generation says it, and so basically I lost my own mother as well, emotionally.*
spiritually i can't shake the feeling that voldemort is my sister, but i don't know how i know that. i'm reasonably confident God will push her to repentance but i shudder at what it will take. -but at the same time there is a certain level of excitement about it, eagerness of when this will happen.
*there is another explanation for this though.. my mom once lamented "we didnt' even name our children till they were age 5 because half of them would die on you"
and you might ask.. am i time traveler?.. no.. my mom lost her mother when she was 8 and was raised by her grandparents in Scranton Pennsylvania.. who.. spiritually or emotionally.. are 6 generations back from young people today. my sister is 20 months younger than me and its quite possible my mom emotionally abandoned me at about 18 months of age, and being cold and jaded, it left me open to seeking a new mother at age 4... .. a 13 yr old witch in the church nursery.
