or perhaps....that I never knew him in the first place..... is ignorance bliss?
@experienced-christian
Perhaps. Ignorance could be bliss. At least in short run. However normally ignorance screw us over in long run.
Consider how many subconcious functions your body performs because of the will of God.
Because we know both the knowledge of good and evil, ignorance is not bliss in the long run.
There are times i myself was tired or frustrated with God. Perhaps if you share why you are frustrated or tired with God; then i can say more
Technically the earth is still given into the hands of the wicked and you might be frustrated with them
David may have been frustrated with God when he took Solomon's older brother; however ignorance would have not been bliss. David prayed fervently for the child and at the end of the day knew it was because of his actions. So if anything David was frustrated with himself.
I myself have gotten frustrated with God because of the Trans-Atlantic Slave trade or because of Feminism but it was Men who implemented chattel slavery and it was Men who empowered women.
But getting back to the point, because of our capacity to learn; ignorance is not bliss. For an infant it is and in some aspects for a child however for an Adult ignorance is normally not bliss in the long run. You yourself should be aware of that fact. It should be universal knowledge.
You stated a problem or what seems to be a problem; however you have not stated the cause. If you are sincere or are really looking for a more detailed answer you should state what led up to this.