Something just amazing

[calluna]

Happened....You gotta read this.....This is a testimony to the Power of the Holy Spirit working in my life and at Talk Jesus and through it's members.

This morning, 4 different threads, 4 different posts, all worked synergetically to minister to my heart, helped me to think and led me to pray. And something amazing just happened.

I took a break from the computer to do some things. And I took a moment to stop and start praying to God. Things from each of those posts, and something that I had written led me to pray for physical healing, as I have often asked God for before.

It is too complicated how each post and each message all interconnect but it is all by the Power of the Holy Spirit and me praying and listening to God, that I received a message that is making me cry, laugh and praise God. During my prayers I was praising God for the emotional/mental healing He has done in me, slowly but surely over the years.

I also confessed my sin, sin that maybe obstructing His healing in me physically. And God told me so clearly that He will heal me slowly but surely physically just as He is doing emotionally/mentally, and it is only through my obedience to Him that these things have happened and will happen. Like God told me to forgive my father and I obeyed and did this, and obeying His Word about telling others about Christ, I do this all the time, and loving others and just seeking Him and His will. Now I know I have not been obedient in the area of my life regarding eating the right things and excercising etc to help with this autoimmune disease that I have. There are things God has directed me before that I should not eat and I obeyed for a short while, He even led me to do a very long fast and I completed it, all in His strength and to His Glory. But then I reverted back to my old ways.

Anyhow this prayer time was different to my previous prayer when asked for healing, because I realized this time it is my sin that is getting in the way of my healing, my sin of not obeying God. Also, I actually experienced a physical sensation throughout my body, it was like a zap of God's healing power going through me. God also spoke to me saying that He wants to use me more, but He can't while I am still so sick in my body. I know some of this may not make sense to some, if you knew my struggle with this disease and it's whole effect on my life and the journey I have been on, you will have a better understanding.

I just had an amazing experience and I hope you all rejoice and praise the Lord with me.

And I forgot to add, thank you to my brothers and sisters in Christ, Apple, LadylovesJesus, SLE, Dreamer, ShortLady, all in particular, thank you all for following the Lord's direction, for being obedient to Him. God has used you all in a mighty way. God bless each and everyone. Thanks to Chad aswell for keeping this website going.


Calluna

 

[ladylovesJesus]

I actually experienced a physical sensation throughout my body, it was like a zap of God's healing power going through me. God also spoke to me saying that He wants to use me more, but He can't while I am still so sick in my body. I know some of this may not make sense to some, if you knew my struggle with this disease and it's whole effect on my life and the journey I have been on, you will have a better understanding.

Calluna I am rejoicing with you sister in this experience. I think God is so awesome and know that He can do what man cannot.

I am glad that people get encouraged by the daily devotions as I also am blessed by reading them.

It is really exciting hearing what God is doing through these various posts too.

God never ceases to amaze me especially in the way He uses me too.

God bless you dear sister

LLJ :rainbow: :rose:

 

[Apple]

Wow! I am really pleased that you have had this great experience.

It is also very kind of you to mention me in your thank you list, but

Really?

Wow!

Me?

Wow!

God used me?

Wow!

...

Remember, I am just the one who asks the questions - LoL!!!!!!

:wink::wink::wink::wink::wink:

 

[Dreamer]

Calluna...I am speechless....for a change....

And I am just so very, very glad. I just Praise You, LORD, for this healing of my sister, Heather

 

[Chad]

This is awesome news sister! I've heard many times in the past (read here in the forums and in books) of how our sin gets in the way of our healings whether it be emotionally, mentally or physical. Praise GOD for making us aware, watching over us and guiding us. He lets us know what needs to be done to proceed forth with His plan.

Our sin gets in the way of His plans. That goes to show you how damaging sin is, how much GOD hates sin itself.

Thank GOD for His grace in Jesus after all!

 

[stephen]

I am so pleased for you sister calluna. When all has been said and done....nothing like nothing...compares to a touch.....a touch from Jesus. Folks that have been touched by Him......are never the same, could never go back again.

I actually experienced a physical sensation throughout my body, it was like a zap of God's healing power going through me.

Such experiences are precious indeed. To have this body quickened......and by divine life.......

 

[calluna]

It is so good to see everyone Praising the Lord with me. So much has been revealed to me in the past day, my eyes have been opened to something that I was blinded to before. It is hard to explain.

I do know that Jesus wants to heal us, it's his desire. And now I know He has wanted to heal me personally. I believe in the healing power of Jesus Christ, but I believed at times maybe He didn't want to heal me, that it hasn't been his desire for me, like Paul and the thorn in his flesh. maybe my disease was the thorn in my flesh. I also if I was to be healed I expected an instant healing, and when it hasn't happened all sorts of doubts have entered my mind.
Often I have thought maybe I didn't believe strongly enough or lacked faith and that is why I have not been healed, But my problem has been sin, not lack of faith. And I have made an entry in my journal, and I wrote that sin for one person is not necessarily sin for another. This has been a personal sin, a sin that has obstructed God from working in me.

Just so many thoughts and truths are coming to light. The Lord is really opening my mind to all this. I am praising and thanking God.

Calluna

 

[Dreamer]

Calluna, I also thought strongly---though I didn't share it with people---that my chronic depression was a thorn in the flesh left in me by God---to keep me dependent on Him.

He has taken my depression from me. I have been healed also.

A couple months ago--I woke in the night and asked God to take away my pain (emotional pain). He said, "No." He gave me a very sensible reason why He said no, because He said He wanted me to remember so that I could have compassion on others and show His love.

But the depression....doesn't necessarily have to go with the pain of the past!

The memories are still there. But the depression is gone. If you knew me....you'd know...this is also a miracle