I thank you so much for your prayers, it's much appreciated. I know what I did wrong yesterday, that's why I was in such state and in a battle, I got bombard by the enemy and didn't expect it.
Mat 12:45 Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.
The above scripture is so true, you see I rebuked an unclean spirit, the day before (Wednesday) and pleaded the blood of Jesus for protection. Wednesday, I felt, and was walking in God's presence all day, it was awesome. It was so lovely, but I want this everyday though. I fell off my guard on Thursday and got caught in a trap, hence the above scripture, I was a wreck by the end of the day and was exhausted, said a lot of things I shouldn't have said. But I know God has forgiven me, as I got back up, dusted of the dirt and apologised for being such a nasty and ungrateful person, and apologised for a few other things.
This morning, is my 3rd day of cleansing, I woke up, didn't know what to expect, but I started to think all positive things and started to thank our God and Lord Jesus for having such wonderful nights sleep and then asked our Lord to help me all the way and all day today, I then started to plead the blood of Jesus, on everything and for protection against all evilness.
I am not where I was on Wednesday, but I am not giving up. The experience one has when your in God's presence, it's totally unexplainable, it's amazing and wonderful, I feel as if I am flying in the clouds, I'm at total peace and I want that everyday.
My daily scripture through my email today was: :shade:
Jesus Christ gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works Titus 2:14
(BBE) Who gave himself for us, so that he might make us free from all wrongdoing, and make for himself a people clean in heart and on fire with good works.
I thank you again and I still need your prayers.