Spiritual Level Up

[TheSilentHero]

Recently, I came back to the Lord. When I got saved when I was seven, I didn't fully understand what it meant to love with God's love. I was saved undoubtedly. But some bad things happened before I was seven, and mentally I blocked those memories, and later started recovering them. I suffered from terrible nightmares about demons and old memories that were twisted and very dark. But every time I rebuked them, God saved me. So I was never alone growing up. Recently, I began thinking about forgiveness. The person who hurt me use to scare me so much. And I just hoped for the day that he would finally pass on and leave this world for good. But God starting teaching me more about what it meant to love with his love. And soon, I realized just how much he loved me, and in return, I told him he could use me for whatever he wishes to use me for and let his love heal and cleanse me. Now I haven't had any nightmares, and instead of hating or being fearful of this man, I love him and want him to know God like I do. It's a wonderful feeling. Thanks for letting me share.:embarasse

 

[PhoenixRising]

Thanks for sharing. Forgiving is not easy but when we choose or decide to obey God in this regard, His grace comes full force to enable us to do so.

Glory and Praise be to our God who's full of mercy, grace and compassion!

 

[Boanerges]

Recently, I came back to the Lord. When I got saved when I was seven, I didn't fully understand what it meant to love with God's love. I was saved undoubtedly. But some bad things happened before I was seven, and mentally I blocked those memories, and later started recovering them. I suffered from terrible nightmares about demons and old memories that were twisted and very dark. But every time I rebuked them, God saved me. So I was never alone growing up. Recently, I began thinking about forgiveness. The person who hurt me use to scare me so much. And I just hoped for the day that he would finally pass on and leave this world for good. But God starting teaching me more about what it meant to love with his love. And soon, I realized just how much he loved me, and in return, I told him he could use me for whatever he wishes to use me for and let his love heal and cleanse me. Now I haven't had any nightmares, and instead of hating or being fearful of this man, I love him and want him to know God like I do. It's a wonderful feeling. Thanks for letting me share.:embarasse

I see Jesus in that my friend.
Many blessings in His Name,
your brother Larry.

 

[TheSilentHero]

Thank you all for your words of kindness. <3 It's good to know that I can talk with other believers and be surrounded by God. Thank you.:shade:

 

[Wolfman]

That is powerful and amazing that you have been able to come to that place of healing and forgiveness. God bless you..

 

[TheSilentHero]

Aww thank you. It took me long enough. I know there is much to learn, but I will do my best to be God's eager and willing student. I want him to find me blameless when I arrive. And I want him to be glad that he created me.

 

[PhoenixRising]

God will honour that desire to please Him and He knows your heart.

He's already glad that he created you

 

[TheSilentHero]

God will honour that desire to please Him and He knows your heart.

He's already glad that he created you

Hey, I don't hear that too often. Thank you. :embarasse

 

[PhoenixRising]

You're most welcome, dear friend.

You're the apple of God's eye. I didn't say it, He did!