c_lugz
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- Sep 8, 2015
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I asked to keep me your prayers and may god bring forth boldness and courage in me Im so tired of speaking on this cause its like a poking that comes and goes last week four dayss straight at night was very difficult I lost sleep and felt heaviness and felt a very unwelcoming presents but lord im so tired of bringing this up and making this defeated force relevant cause I feel like I bring it life thats why i dont like talking about it but once in for all I want it is to not have control of my dreams and that moment of just opening your eye from your sleep and being fully awake shift of seeing weird stuff like my door being open when its close ?
and something clear that was moving behind my pray hardest when its hardsest to pray the other night I woke up and felt my blankets too heavy then usually and I felt my pulse growing rapidly and at one moment my lips lock for s mila second and I tried going to bed three times that night and that happen the last time I got up and I felt something supernatural trying to come against me I was shaking but I had control over my hands and I felt like it was trying to but couldent now im ready to defeat this in jesus name and break this change
I have had enough of this I want my peace and rest at night and I want it to stop coming please pray for deliverance for myself and my house cause I believe it could be both my self and whatever is in my house I always pray for the blood of Jesus to cover my bed and my room but I now this is warefare and last night till this morning of repeatly going to sleep waking up going to sleep I had night mare and my door was cracked open but it wasn't I get hallucinations very so often and it only happens when prior to falling asleep or slowly awaking you see what I mean so I ask for any bother and sister that are mighty warriors in Christ to give me tips and help me fight this in Jesus name I would love to be completely free from this if this in something with me or if this is just part of my calling to to be in spiritual realm I was called for intersencery to step in the gap for others but the nightmare had last night was similar to one I had before but I seem to not have control of these night mares like if i was being bullied it feels like that . ill share my dream in a different post. now very serious I had prior I say three time so two before this was month's ago thank god it hasn't happen but I would feel a deep pierce in my heart like sharp pain like a hole being dug in my heart so dark I was crying because I really didn't want to sleep because I didn't know if I was going to wake I have since taking a couple classes at church and it leads me think the spirit of death was trying to coming over me?
im not to sure but im excited because I know god has favor and he is more powerful but It just bothers to be bother let me say this i was delivered from a spirit that was very physical and tortured me in my dreams glory to jesus and now its these that im battling with so if the holy spirit puts anything in your heart or a bible verse I would love to hear it and receive it in jesus name those that's mature in Christ and have experience asking for help from my brothers and sisters god bless you and it means so much for you to even just take the time to read this I know god fights for me but how do i fight with what he has giving me
and something clear that was moving behind my pray hardest when its hardsest to pray the other night I woke up and felt my blankets too heavy then usually and I felt my pulse growing rapidly and at one moment my lips lock for s mila second and I tried going to bed three times that night and that happen the last time I got up and I felt something supernatural trying to come against me I was shaking but I had control over my hands and I felt like it was trying to but couldent now im ready to defeat this in jesus name and break this change
I have had enough of this I want my peace and rest at night and I want it to stop coming please pray for deliverance for myself and my house cause I believe it could be both my self and whatever is in my house I always pray for the blood of Jesus to cover my bed and my room but I now this is warefare and last night till this morning of repeatly going to sleep waking up going to sleep I had night mare and my door was cracked open but it wasn't I get hallucinations very so often and it only happens when prior to falling asleep or slowly awaking you see what I mean so I ask for any bother and sister that are mighty warriors in Christ to give me tips and help me fight this in Jesus name I would love to be completely free from this if this in something with me or if this is just part of my calling to to be in spiritual realm I was called for intersencery to step in the gap for others but the nightmare had last night was similar to one I had before but I seem to not have control of these night mares like if i was being bullied it feels like that . ill share my dream in a different post. now very serious I had prior I say three time so two before this was month's ago thank god it hasn't happen but I would feel a deep pierce in my heart like sharp pain like a hole being dug in my heart so dark I was crying because I really didn't want to sleep because I didn't know if I was going to wake I have since taking a couple classes at church and it leads me think the spirit of death was trying to coming over me?
im not to sure but im excited because I know god has favor and he is more powerful but It just bothers to be bother let me say this i was delivered from a spirit that was very physical and tortured me in my dreams glory to jesus and now its these that im battling with so if the holy spirit puts anything in your heart or a bible verse I would love to hear it and receive it in jesus name those that's mature in Christ and have experience asking for help from my brothers and sisters god bless you and it means so much for you to even just take the time to read this I know god fights for me but how do i fight with what he has giving me