JFreak2011
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- Aug 26, 2006
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Okay, I have a lot on my heart right now. One my neighbors ( ive known since i was born) are in a lot of trouble, the lady she overdosed, and almost died, because she and her husband were getting into fights, now he moved out of the house & she just got out of the hospital, well the have a 17 yr old son & a 14 yr old son & they are suffering horribly, now the guy is trying to sell the house, so that would put the lady & 2 boys on the street. I know these people, sweet people, & their boys are awesome, they are christians, I think they just lost the way..
Next, I go to a christian school & a requirement is to be a christian, well this guy thats gone there for 4 years is in trouble, hes a christian and everything, he has a huge calling on his life, & this is the first year weve been there, well he has been changing a lot hes 17, anyway, the other day he wasnt at school & his sister was serious when she said he was in jail- he got taken in for possesion of drugs, then today I met him at a bbq, & he was looking through the cooler for a drink, he was absolutely serious when he asked me where the beer was. You cant imagine how that just tore my heart in two, because earlier in the year hed called me fat & im not real fat, anyway, it breaks my heart hes called to be a preacher, and he used to have this glow for God, now he looks evil, & it hurts, to see him like this, he & his family need prayer
And, my dad and i havent gotten along i was 6 when he left, & he was abusive in almost anyway you can think, well he was in town lately to visit my aunt & uncle,{ he has at least 4 kids, & has never been married!!}
well he wanted to see me & my sis, but we didnt get his letter until the day after he went home, now he wrote a really mean letter, which made my mom mad so she called him and he called back & talked to sis & i , hes real hurt, and one reason i feel for him is because hes done drugs, he drinks, & smokes, but hes trying, i dont know what to do, but today was his b-day, so i called & wished him a happy birthday, but im confused after hes been so abusive & mean i still want to repair my relationship with him i just am being made fun of by my mom and sis, they still think im " daddys lil girl' but i think God wants me to repair my relationship, i need prayrer on this situation to,
this is all really taking a tol on me, i hear about stuff like this all the time, its just never hit home & now it finally has & all i can do is pray & ask for prayer, I just feel like breaking down & crying, i feel absolutely lonely & helpless, like i cant do anything to fix it & because i cant i feel like im failing God , my friends & my family, please pray for all this, its very important, & i dont know what to do about it, id appreciate all the prayers,
Next, I go to a christian school & a requirement is to be a christian, well this guy thats gone there for 4 years is in trouble, hes a christian and everything, he has a huge calling on his life, & this is the first year weve been there, well he has been changing a lot hes 17, anyway, the other day he wasnt at school & his sister was serious when she said he was in jail- he got taken in for possesion of drugs, then today I met him at a bbq, & he was looking through the cooler for a drink, he was absolutely serious when he asked me where the beer was. You cant imagine how that just tore my heart in two, because earlier in the year hed called me fat & im not real fat, anyway, it breaks my heart hes called to be a preacher, and he used to have this glow for God, now he looks evil, & it hurts, to see him like this, he & his family need prayer
And, my dad and i havent gotten along i was 6 when he left, & he was abusive in almost anyway you can think, well he was in town lately to visit my aunt & uncle,{ he has at least 4 kids, & has never been married!!}
well he wanted to see me & my sis, but we didnt get his letter until the day after he went home, now he wrote a really mean letter, which made my mom mad so she called him and he called back & talked to sis & i , hes real hurt, and one reason i feel for him is because hes done drugs, he drinks, & smokes, but hes trying, i dont know what to do, but today was his b-day, so i called & wished him a happy birthday, but im confused after hes been so abusive & mean i still want to repair my relationship with him i just am being made fun of by my mom and sis, they still think im " daddys lil girl' but i think God wants me to repair my relationship, i need prayrer on this situation to,
this is all really taking a tol on me, i hear about stuff like this all the time, its just never hit home & now it finally has & all i can do is pray & ask for prayer, I just feel like breaking down & crying, i feel absolutely lonely & helpless, like i cant do anything to fix it & because i cant i feel like im failing God , my friends & my family, please pray for all this, its very important, & i dont know what to do about it, id appreciate all the prayers,