when waiting seems like a cliche...

[Truehearts]

The worst feeling of being alone is not by being alone itself, but being with those people whom you know, are not alone at all... it's a sin to be jealous but as person we can't help but question God everytime we look at those happy couples "God, when will it be my turn? When will I meet him/her?" When I convince myself that God is just preparing a person for me, waiting seems like a cliche. Minutes seems hours, hours seems days, days feels like weeks, weeks last as long as months and months instantly becomes years... I wait and wait... But am I really waiting for anyone? or God wants me to realize that He wants me for himself... Slowly every second of waiting is also a piece of numbness, my heart is being paralized, coldness reaches my veins and i start to shake yet no one is there to tell me I'm safe.

My Prayer: God, I praise you that you have choosen me to be saved, I know that knowing you is the greaest love of all. Forgive me if I always long for someone else. I'm sorry if I am impatient, I'm sorry if I lack on faith, I'm sorry that I am weak. I admit I am selfish, oh how foolish I am that I disregard your love and look for human love. I will still wait Lord, whatever it is your will I don't have the right to complain. Teach me to be contented in your love, teach me to accept, teach me to feel, teach me to be patient. I don't wait to serve you, hoping I will meet someone to love me. I want to serve you knowing someone GREAT like you is loving me dearly so. Amen.

I love you Lord.

 

[xr6]

Truehearts

my prayer for you is that you are blessed with someone who is a blessing to you!
your honesty and frankness is a It is good how you open your heart and say how you feel and what is happening in your life.
May our kind Lord continue to bless you,
Xr6

 

[Truehearts]

thanks xr6, i used to specificly pray for the person that God reserved for me, what I want him to be, to look like, his personality....etc. but now Im down to only one thing: GOD's WILL. For i know that it will surpass whatever expectation I have, and definitely he will be the best because God knows whats best for His children.

 

[None]

that was great. your passion for god is beautiful. just wanted you to know that.

 

[grace07]

Truehearts , you are not alone..God has a wonderful plans.. It will come true at the right time and place. .He knows our hearts and our desires. Trust him the author & finisher of faith..
Be happy, God loves you .. His promises never fails..