Miranda Lynn
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- Mar 10, 2005
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This is kinda a longer poem, im not to good at expressing my feelings outloud, so i figured typing them would be easier, I would really appreciate your prayers!
There you are one more night
Pretending like your alright
You've put up a pretty good fight
Until that one night
That one night you smoked that bong
Deep down you knew It was wrong
You thought about making the pain go away
Never did you stop and think, what will you say the next day
To your daughter who adored you, to your ex-wife who divorced you
To all those family members who supported you
Never did you imagine that one puff, drink, or snort
Would cause yourself and family so much hurt
You said there is no such thing as addiction
Like some type of misery story that is non-fiction
You found yourself becoming something you once despised
Caught up in your own self pitty of lies
Your sick and tired of hiding behind the liqour and drugs
Remembering your innocent sweet daughters loves and hugs
You realize now she isn't a little girl
Her mind is elsewhere besides going to the pool
Now you understand you've wasted those years
Because you just couldn't give up those beers
Now here you are so far way
Thinking to yourself gosh dang it, why did I choose this way
You want to change the past, start over again
But you think to yourself, my gosh where do I begin
First things first you tell yourself
Get on your knees and plead to God for help
Lord you pray, im gonna get this right
I cant stand alone in another fight
Rebuild relationships, mend broke wounds, cover up the scars
By not attending the bars!
No more secrets dad, no more lies, no more midnight cries
No more lies, no more regret, no more anger, no more thoughts of wanting to die
You can Do it! dad you can
Just close your eyes, and pray to the big man!
( love you dad, were gonna make it, your gonna make it)
There you are one more night
Pretending like your alright
You've put up a pretty good fight
Until that one night
That one night you smoked that bong
Deep down you knew It was wrong
You thought about making the pain go away
Never did you stop and think, what will you say the next day
To your daughter who adored you, to your ex-wife who divorced you
To all those family members who supported you
Never did you imagine that one puff, drink, or snort
Would cause yourself and family so much hurt
You said there is no such thing as addiction
Like some type of misery story that is non-fiction
You found yourself becoming something you once despised
Caught up in your own self pitty of lies
Your sick and tired of hiding behind the liqour and drugs
Remembering your innocent sweet daughters loves and hugs
You realize now she isn't a little girl
Her mind is elsewhere besides going to the pool
Now you understand you've wasted those years
Because you just couldn't give up those beers
Now here you are so far way
Thinking to yourself gosh dang it, why did I choose this way
You want to change the past, start over again
But you think to yourself, my gosh where do I begin
First things first you tell yourself
Get on your knees and plead to God for help
Lord you pray, im gonna get this right
I cant stand alone in another fight
Rebuild relationships, mend broke wounds, cover up the scars
By not attending the bars!
No more secrets dad, no more lies, no more midnight cries
No more lies, no more regret, no more anger, no more thoughts of wanting to die
You can Do it! dad you can
Just close your eyes, and pray to the big man!
( love you dad, were gonna make it, your gonna make it)
