Please help me out I have been clean off crystal meth for almost a month now I am 19 yr old girl for the past five years I've been doin drugs prostituting stripping everything I could name I've done it been thru it with gods grace I'm still alive I moved back in wit my parents and I'm doin better but I need the lord to bless me wit a good job an my boyfriend Jose we r supposed to be getting married in September but I'm to scared its to soon I need faith in us I have been praying to god that he will bless me with a child I feel like I need some thing to push me to do better an a child would please pray for me