Bless you sister and thanks for the spiritual hug.
We are to love one another as Christ loves us.
I am humbled by what you say but, I am not the only one who has helped you, many, I mean many have helped here. Not just Hekuran, you see when we are servants we serve and think nothing more that the soul we are approaching, but at the same time brothers and sister read the message and discussions and pray also, each one as the spirit guides them, so the only Glory is God's, but we do thank everyone for the prayers they lifted, even though we maybe didn't realise.
The Holy Spirit is wonderful, He is so powerful yet so gentle, All Praise to the God the Father, Jesus our Lord and Saviour and the Holy Spirit, in Jesus Name we rejoice and give thanks praying the Lord will bless all who prayed over the conversations, I am truly humbled sister that the Lord allowed me to help you, I a man of unclean lips and unclean thoughts, I am not worthy in myself, God works in wonderful yet at time mysteries ways, or so it may appear.
To be of service to the Lord, we must be repentant, we must love the Lord with all our heart, all our mind and all our soul, we must follow Jesus. To help others sister which I think you are referring to, there are two important things, one is we must be born again, the other is we cannot give out what we haven't taken in, we cannot give out what we haven't taken in.
Feed on Him in your heart with thanks giving, Trust in the Lord always, He will guide your path. Submit your all to Jesus, come to God through Him, read and study The Word, a bite at a time, just enough to digest, just enough to take in.
Stay safe sister, stay close to the Truth, stay in The Word, stay close to Jesus, our Lord, our Saviour, the author and perfecter of our Faith.
Jesus loves you I do too, we do too.
Thank you for your heart felt prayers, Bless you always.