Greetings,
Of course[, as you wish. The time is rapid approaching that one must stand on one side or the other!/
yes, it is.
May i tell you a true story?
I knew a fellow who used to drink.... alcohol. He was a drunkard by all interpretation. He drank like no other man I have ever known. He was a glutton of a drunk and drank far beyond what was humanly and medically possible.
He used to be very proud and determined to show everyone that he could out drink any other. He had a real problem, a very real problem not only with alcohol but also with pride and stupidity (foolishness). Regarding his addiction, this man could not go one half hour without consuming alcohol, except for the few hours he 'slept'. Upon awakening, if a drink (a big drink) was not consumed within that half hour, his trembling hands could hardly hold the glass.
He justified his ways before anyone and flaunted his ability to prove his self made justification program.
In his eyes, all others were inferior and he knew it. No man could or would even dare to drink as he did. many tried but fell quickly under the intoxicating effects of alcohol.
One day he realized he was messing up other peoples lives. He had 'known' it for some time but one day it hit him hard. He wanted out. He couldn't escape. He knew his own life was a mess but that was of little consequence in the light of the harm and abuse that others suffered at his frivolity, as serious as his drinking was. He was, after all, a man, a real man who could handle his booze better than any other.
This man turned to even more serious drinking in order to drown it all out. It was nothing to swallow a large bottle of over-proof rum each evening after a days solid drinking, mind you. This was his way of dealing with something he could not master. It brought him to a place where misery reigned and tears flowed.... effortlessly. Tears for all the wrong and hurt that others suffered.
A mess and one without any chance of ever being free.
It was at that time he started calling out to God to help him. The cries became more and more serious. The alcohol battled back with vengeance. His marriage was broken as much as he was, never to be repaired, with two young boys left without a dad in their lives. (enough to send any mortal man to the drink!) No money, no future. Others he drank with were dying, literally. More drink to smother the pain.
But still he cried out for help. And continued in his repulsive ego and pride.
One day, when going to collect more supplies (of alcohol, no less), drunk and behind the wheel, he took an extra unopened beer with him with the thought of "just in case", even though it would only be a quarter hour maximum before returning and even though had a fresh one in one hand... and even though he would have plenty once he had picked up the daily supply.
Upon returning he noticed that beer still unopened between his legs where he had carefully placed it at the onset of his quest. Carefully he always handled every drop, and with tenderness that makes the most passionate lover look clumsy he protected and held his love.
But what happened at that precise moment was that he realized he did not want that drink.
To this day, and it has been twenty years now and still he has never ever wanted any alcohol whatsoever. He knew without any doubt that the Lord had set him free.
Many times he has been asked and encouraged since to partake in the sin he once delighted in but he has never ever ever since then ever had the slightest desire to ever have another alcoholic drink and remains a sober man to this day.
He knows for sure, without any doubt whatsoever, that he himself had absolutely no strength in himself to beat the sin that held him for all those years. It was completely a free gift of deliverance and mercy, and as many would probably agree, of grace.
In respect to his past, he is a new man.
Sometimes others have been to places of great sin, They have such a depth of vile and despising, shameful lives in their old self that they would never ever in the slightest whim entertain returning to even sniff at the ways they have, by the love of God in Christ Jesus the Lord, been delivered from.
And Jesus answering said unto him, Simon, I have somewhat to say unto thee. And he saith, Master, say on.
There was a certain creditor which had two debtors: the one owed five hundred pence, and the other fifty. And when they had nothing to pay, he frankly forgave them both. Tell me therefore, which of them will love him most? Simon answered and said, I suppose that he, to whom he forgave most. And He said unto him, Thou hast rightly judged. Luke 7:40-43
May you know His peace and be filled with joy in believing.
Bless you ....><>
And He turned to the woman, and said unto Simon, Seest thou this woman? I entered into thine house, thou gavest Me no water for My feet: but she hath washed My feet with tears, and wiped them with the hairs of her head. Thou gavest Me no kiss: but this woman since the time I came in hath not ceased to kiss My feet. My head with oil thou didst not anoint: but this woman hath anointed My feet with ointment.
Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven, the same loveth little. And He said unto her, Thy sins are forgiven.
And they that sat at meat with Him began to say within themselves, Who is this that forgiveth sins also? And He said to the woman, Thy faith hath saved thee; go in peace. Luke 7:44-50