I hate myself and worry all the time

[Bill]

I dont know how to change. I dont know how to love Jesus. Ive prayed so many times and they have been answered. It seems like anytime i pray or anytime i ask people to pray for me they all get answered. I dont know how to let Jesus in. I know i have to be the one to do it but i dont know how. Maybe i dont trust him? I know that because ive heard the gospel so many times, ive had my prayers answered, im gonna go to hell and its gonna be worse for me than anyone else. I struggle with this every single day. No one understands. I constantly talk to God in my head but it dont help. Please if you comment or start a conversation with me, dont be mean or judge me. I cry everyday over my life

When was the last time you helped someone else out, and did it withoit thinking of yourself?

 

[Born Again 2004]

When was the last time you helped someone else out, and did it withoit thinking of yourself?

Ms. @Jessca95 , haven't seen you here since October of 2017, hope you are doing O.K.. Just wanted to let you know that we love you hear at TJ and wish for the very best for you!

 

[Bill]

Ms. @Jessca95 , haven't seen you here since October of 2017, hope you are doing O.K.. Just wanted to let you know that we love you hear at TJ and wish for the very best for you!

Not sure why you quote me . But when someone is wrapped up into themselves (i hate myself) one of the best remedies is helping others

 

[Born Again 2004]

Not sure why you quote me . But when someone is wrapped up into themselves (i hate myself) one of the best remedies is helping others

Sorry if what I did bothered you.
I simply ran across your recent "reach out" to Ms. Jesseca. I realized that I hadn't heard from here in awhile. I knew if and when she would come back, she would not only see your recent reply but my reply behind yours. After all, I did mention or address her specifically in my reply....sorry!

 

[Bill]

Sorry if what I did bothered you.
I simply ran across your recent "reach out" to Ms. Jesseca. I realized that I hadn't heard from here in awhile. I knew if and when she would come back, she would not only see your recent reply but my reply behind yours. After all, I did mention or address her specifically in my reply....sorry!

Didnt bother me. Just curious. Peace bro

 

[Jessca95]

Thanks everyone who has replied. I havent been on here in a while because ive had alot going on for a while now. Just please continue to pray for me if you have been praying for me. Or maybe message me. I check my email more often and i think if you message me it will come to my email.

 

[Brad Huber]

I remember how I used to despise myself when I was a Christian, mostly I felt condemned because I had so many problems that God would be displeased with.

Excessive drinking
Sexual lust
Deviant thoughts
Lying to others
Being a thief
Laziness & Procrastination
Violent tendency's
Anger & Resentment

There's alot more than that, but no matter how much faith or belief I had, no matter how much I prayed or tried to resist those problems, I still fell flat on my face. It was always my fault, but even though I knew that I couldn't fix anything.

I'd cry out to Jesus day & night, and for some reason I just got worse and worse. Looking back now, it was the most horrific time of my life. I felt like killing myself daily, I was totally depressed. I wish no one to go through something like that.

Perhaps you are possessed by a demonic spirit. It would cause you a lot of grief if you were trying to get close to God and then mostly leave you be when you turn away from Him and perhaps encourage you to turn others away from God and Jesus. Would you like me to pray for your freedom from evil spirits?

 

[cmd73]

Perhaps you are possessed by a demonic spirit. It would cause you a lot of grief if you were trying to get close to God and then mostly leave you be when you turn away from Him and perhaps encourage you to turn others away from God and Jesus. Would you like me to pray for your freedom from evil spirits?

Trust me, if you think I walked away from your God just based on those circumstances then you'd be wrong. But if it makes you feel better to pray for my deliverance, then you should pray.

 

[Brad Huber]

Trust me, if you think I walked away from your God just based on those circumstances then you'd be wrong. But if it makes you feel better to pray for my deliverance, then you should pray.

You would have to want me to pray for deliverance, I will not interfere in your life and self will, if you are happy just the way you are.

 

[cmd73]

You would have to want me to pray for deliverance, I will not interfere in your life and self will, if you are happy just the way you are.

I'm not completely happy with everything I think, say or do. I examine myself a hundred time's a day.

I know there may be some thing's I'll never change, so I aim to isolate those issues so they don't effect anyone (Like you'd treat a deadly virus) But apart from that I have peace of mind, and joy, also I have fun again like I did when I was young.

 

[Bill]

Perhaps you are possessed by a demonic spirit. It would cause you a lot of grief if you were trying to get close to God and then mostly leave you be when you turn away from Him and perhaps encourage you to turn others away from God and Jesus. Would you like me to pray for your freedom from evil spirits?

People are not always possessed just because they are having issues. Sometimes God allows tragedy into our lives. See Job. See Jonah.

God does what he wants, but in the end we are better for it.

If you never experience hardship, how are you to grow. Same in faith. As a baby Christian you are spoon fed, now you are adults. God expects us to stand on our own two feet.

 

[amadeus2]

People are not always possessed just because they are having issues. Sometimes God allows tragedy into our lives. See Job. See Jonah.

God does what he wants, but in the end we are better for it.

If you never experience hardship, how are you to grow. Same in faith. As a baby Christian you are spoon fed, now you are adults. God expects us to stand on our own two feet.

If we all now are adults? Being physical adults does not mean we are adults according to God ready and able to partake of meat rather than milk:

"I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able.
For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?" I Cor 3:2-3

You my brother may not be carnal, but some Christians likely are. They are still only capable of eating and digesting milk. We agree that they should be moving up from there, but too many, I believe, are satisfied with standing still even though eventually that is the way of stagnation and death.

 

[Wired 4 Fishen]

People are not always possessed just because they are having issues. Sometimes God allows tragedy into our lives. See Job. See Jonah.

God does what he wants, but in the end we are better for it.

If you never experience hardship, how are you to grow. Same in faith. As a baby Christian you are spoon fed, now you are adults. God expects us to stand on our own two feet.

You make it sound like God just goes around doing what ever He wants and we just don't know what He will do.
Ugggg

 

[Brad Huber]

People are not always possessed just because they are having issues. Sometimes God allows tragedy into our lives. See Job. See Jonah.

God does what he wants, but in the end we are better for it.

If you never experience hardship, how are you to grow. Same in faith. As a baby Christian you are spoon fed, now you are adults. God expects us to stand on our own two feet.

The Holy Spirit told me to say it, so if you have a problem with it, take it up with Him.

 

[Bill]

You make it sound like God just goes around doing what ever He wants and we just don't know what He will do.
Ugggg

Are you saying you know the mind of God?

Be careful friend. God does do what hHewants and when He wants to do it.

We can strive to guess. But we fail, miserably. We are better at trusting putting our faith in Him, and knowing, "we do not know"

 

[Wired 4 Fishen]

Are you saying you know the mind of God?

Be careful friend. God does do what hHewants and when He wants to do it.

We can strive to guess. But we fail, miserably. We are better at trusting putting our faith in Him, and knowing, "we do not know"

1. We have God's Written Word.
2. God will NOT go against His Word.
3. God is Governed by His Own Words.

Putting our Hope and Trust and Faith is one thing and God just going around doing what ever He wants us another.

If God were a God who said one thing and then did what ever He wanted when He wanted we could no more trust in Him then the liar down the road.

God did not cause nor put that hardship on Job.
God is not making people sick or causing storms to kill people.

No Friend, God Honors His Word.
Blessings to you

 

[Bill]

If we all now are adults? Being physical adults does not mean we are adults according to God ready and able to partake of meat rather than milk:

"I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able.
For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?" I Cor 3:2-3

You my brother may not be carnal, but some Christians likely are. They are still only capable of eating and digesting milk. We agree that they should be moving up from there, but too many, I believe, are satisfied with standing still even though eventually that is the way of stagnation and death.

Yes, the easy path.

We here at this site along with other Christians who take time to talk, argue, challenge eachother are more grown up than many others. Certainly a few youngsters. Lol. But to be honest. All here, adults.

Ya i dont always agree. And you dont always agree with me. But we can still stand up. There is strong faith here. Not just one or two, but many if not most.

Im not talking about our unbeliever friends. God brought them here for a reason to. If only to plant a seed.

This is who we are, Gods farmers.

Now i lost my train of thought, lol

I have OMS- old man syndrome lol

I know, you do too.

 

[Bill]

1. We have God's Written Word.
2. God will NOT go against His Word.
3. God is Governed by His Own Words.

Putting our Hope and Trust and Faith is one thing and God just going around doing what ever He wants us another.

If God were a God who said one thing and then did what ever He wanted when He wanted we could no more trust in Him then the liar down the road.

God did not cause nor put that hardship on Job.
God is not making people sick or causing storms to kill people.

No Friend, God Honors His Word.
Blessings to you

That is not what scripture says about Job. God allowed the devil to do as he pleased, except take his life.

Also, Jesus cured a man's sight. He was asked, whose sin caused this. And Jesus replied no ones sin, but for the glory of God.

So the blind man suffered his whole life for that one moment. God causes things to happen all the time.

When the Two Witnesses come, by who's authority will they cause havoc in the world?

 

[Bill]

The Holy Spirit told me to say it, so if you have a problem with it, take it up with Him.

I dont have any problem. I was only adding.

I should have gone back farther to read more.

Not a big fan of saying demons, so i refer to them as darkness.

There are three main forms that darkness choises to attack us. Through depression, opression and possession.

What you descibed is opression.

There is definitely something there. So yes please pray for him

 

[Brad Huber]

I dont have any problem. I was only adding.

I should have gone back farther to read more.

Not a big fan of saying demons, so i refer to them as darkness.

There are three main forms that darkness choises to attack us. Through depression, opression and possession.

What you descibed is opression.

There is definitely something there. So yes please pray for him

Demons are names given to evil spirits that are the leftover spirits that once resided in the half breed children of women and angels. They for the most part died in the great flood and because they are neither human or angels, their spirits were consigned to wonder the earth, and because they hate both man and God, they take out their vengeance on human kind as much as possible. Why is it that you dont like the verbage?