I nearly died last night.

[pixie]

I've seen better days

:rose: Please don't kill yourself. I know of the depths of despair and how they can convince us that it would be easier to die, than to live. I can relate to how terrible you are feeling right now. Hang in there. Each time you conquer this terrible feeling, you are that much stronger. Jesus said "In my weakness I am strong". Use this opportunity to feel your strength of perserverence. When you come through the worst of these trying times, you also learn patience. You really need patience to let God heal you in His time.
God is working in you. Read the bible and just go from day to day. Soon the horrible and tragic fog will lift. Trust in the Lord and plant both your feet firmly in Lord Jesus Christ. He WILL guide you to an easier path. Use this time though, to read God's Word and to pray for your needs.
Hope that this is only temporary, your pain. God bless you and may the light of Christ shine on you in 2006. Amen: Pixie:rose:

 

[DaughterofEve]

I will pray for God to help you in this difficult time.:girl: Once I went through a tough time with bad thoughts. I talked to my parents about it and mom told me to say my favorite verse after I had one. It helped me too. I think it was a test and made me get closer to Christ. Now I know that if there there are difficulties in life, if it is God's will, He will take care of every thing. I know He will help you too. Maybe this is just a test for you.