Twistie
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I'm not sure what one would call this but if it has to moved I know y'all got that lol
So hubby still in the hospital he been there since the 13th crone's flair up big time. It's been a rough road these past two yrs but it seems to have brought us closer to each other but more importantly this is brought us closer to the Lord..He continues to amaze me and have me in awe of the Love He showers us with...
On Monday I headed to the hospital when I got there he was gone from his room they proceeded to tell me he was in surgery this is the third one n the second time they blew me off keeping me in total darkness..
They haven't had a base for his ostomy since last Saturday..n this alone is greatly perturbing to me along with the whole being in the dark I was very annoyed n my blood was slowly starting to simmer frfr
On Saturday the doc ordered a pic line to feed my husband nutrition through his veins.
On Monday about 10 minutes if that after they brought my husband from surgery he wasn't even aware of what had been done to him he was kinda awake but he wasn't here the pic peep popped in his room now I'm pretty perturbed I keep saying because man oh man .they proceeded to talk to my husband like he could comprehend what they were saying to put that line in..
I told them they need to come back there was two one female she was in the room n that boy was in the hall.. I Said to her you gonna have to come back she wanted to try n force the issue I told her it's best now if you turn n walk out of my husband room I had to repeat myself three times n each time I got more stern with her she turned n left n that boy started laughing n cackling say IDC I got other things I can do as he laughed n talked smack.. I said while he was walking away to the nurse I said I want his name written down n I'll pick it up I told them exactly what I was gonna do . I worked in the med field for many years n I knew exactly how to ruin his career before he could even get started.. I tell people I am not a nice person I can be kind n caring but I am not nice I know me I know the hurt n the pain I've been the cause of ya know sooo.
I proceeds to come home after I get hubby settled n I'm just grumbling to Lord about this boy n what imma about to do oh ya I was throwing a full blown tantrum
N then ya know what I hear Vengeance is mine saith the spirit of the Lord n I looked out the side of my eyes n rolled them n proceeded to say but I wanna do it.. man
Lord laid on me that Idk what that boy is going through that makes him like that..
Idk does he have a wife a kid a mom he helps ..
Lord said to me How can you receive Mercy if you don't give mercy..How can you receive grace if you don't give grace.
How can you receive forgiveness if you don't forgive..
See I been asking the Lord to teach me to be able to completely forgive to not harbor no resentment in my heart at all
Well today patient relations called me n broke it all down n the the floor manager called or what ever he is he was of no help anyway but he called n I spoke to him about that young boy he heard what happened I told him I said look idk what that boy is experiencing to act like that to critically ill patients or their family I said but ya best tell him he gotta learn to hold his tongue or he is gonna wind up throwing his career away I told the man on the phone what my intentions where n he just stayed silent n then said you tell that boy He needs to go n thank the Lord because the Lord told me not to blemish his record I said you hear me n he said yes ma'am lol imma ma'am haha
Anywho take care people and understand Abba Talks n Teaches His children n it is written
Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left us of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it.
For unto us was the gospel preached, as well as unto them: but the word preached did not profit them, not being mixed with faith in them that heard it.
For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world.
For he spake in a certain place of the seventh day on this wise, And God did rest the seventh day from all his works.
And in this place again, If they shall enter into my rest.
Seeing therefore it remaineth that some must enter therein, and they to whom it was first preached entered not in because of unbelief:
Again, he limiteth a certain day, saying in David, To day, after so long a time; as it is said, To day if ye will hear his voice, harden not your hearts.
(✿ ♡‿♡)
So hubby still in the hospital he been there since the 13th crone's flair up big time. It's been a rough road these past two yrs but it seems to have brought us closer to each other but more importantly this is brought us closer to the Lord..He continues to amaze me and have me in awe of the Love He showers us with...
On Monday I headed to the hospital when I got there he was gone from his room they proceeded to tell me he was in surgery this is the third one n the second time they blew me off keeping me in total darkness..
They haven't had a base for his ostomy since last Saturday..n this alone is greatly perturbing to me along with the whole being in the dark I was very annoyed n my blood was slowly starting to simmer frfr
On Saturday the doc ordered a pic line to feed my husband nutrition through his veins.
On Monday about 10 minutes if that after they brought my husband from surgery he wasn't even aware of what had been done to him he was kinda awake but he wasn't here the pic peep popped in his room now I'm pretty perturbed I keep saying because man oh man .they proceeded to talk to my husband like he could comprehend what they were saying to put that line in..
I told them they need to come back there was two one female she was in the room n that boy was in the hall.. I Said to her you gonna have to come back she wanted to try n force the issue I told her it's best now if you turn n walk out of my husband room I had to repeat myself three times n each time I got more stern with her she turned n left n that boy started laughing n cackling say IDC I got other things I can do as he laughed n talked smack.. I said while he was walking away to the nurse I said I want his name written down n I'll pick it up I told them exactly what I was gonna do . I worked in the med field for many years n I knew exactly how to ruin his career before he could even get started.. I tell people I am not a nice person I can be kind n caring but I am not nice I know me I know the hurt n the pain I've been the cause of ya know sooo.
I proceeds to come home after I get hubby settled n I'm just grumbling to Lord about this boy n what imma about to do oh ya I was throwing a full blown tantrum
N then ya know what I hear Vengeance is mine saith the spirit of the Lord n I looked out the side of my eyes n rolled them n proceeded to say but I wanna do it.. man
Lord laid on me that Idk what that boy is going through that makes him like that..
Idk does he have a wife a kid a mom he helps ..
Lord said to me How can you receive Mercy if you don't give mercy..How can you receive grace if you don't give grace.
How can you receive forgiveness if you don't forgive..
See I been asking the Lord to teach me to be able to completely forgive to not harbor no resentment in my heart at all
Well today patient relations called me n broke it all down n the the floor manager called or what ever he is he was of no help anyway but he called n I spoke to him about that young boy he heard what happened I told him I said look idk what that boy is experiencing to act like that to critically ill patients or their family I said but ya best tell him he gotta learn to hold his tongue or he is gonna wind up throwing his career away I told the man on the phone what my intentions where n he just stayed silent n then said you tell that boy He needs to go n thank the Lord because the Lord told me not to blemish his record I said you hear me n he said yes ma'am lol imma ma'am haha
Anywho take care people and understand Abba Talks n Teaches His children n it is written
Let us therefore fear, lest, a promise being left us of entering into his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it.
For unto us was the gospel preached, as well as unto them: but the word preached did not profit them, not being mixed with faith in them that heard it.
For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world.
For he spake in a certain place of the seventh day on this wise, And God did rest the seventh day from all his works.
And in this place again, If they shall enter into my rest.
Seeing therefore it remaineth that some must enter therein, and they to whom it was first preached entered not in because of unbelief:
Again, he limiteth a certain day, saying in David, To day, after so long a time; as it is said, To day if ye will hear his voice, harden not your hearts.
(✿ ♡‿♡)
