My friend

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I have spoken before about him, how we were having new age beliefs, how we lived together for seven years in separate rooms and only believed being intimate procreation so close to God yet far, how he has mental health and physical issues and how he moved away, refusing to give his address stating multiple reasons, latest cannot clean and bin bags all over, something I have witnessed, its just his story I doubt but I know he is ill a lot. I also know he has entity problems hearing voices, it can be hard to say what is what but they have told him how to interact with me. So he went from a nice guy although things were going on with abusive behaviour mentally and emotionally more subtle then to surface and directed by the entities. However he has good and bad days, latest he was mixing it and nice as well. How he has had a terrible childhood and how his health is and my health different health issues.

So today we had an interesting discussion, he seemed to agree and follow me on who Jesus is, the Word, sin, repentance, evil. The need for Jesus. What He`s done. The need to not live in sin and reject sin and evil.
He seemed to get it and agree. He said he did. (he`s having new age beliefs) Then he said to me he had been standing in a circle and evil himself manifested. I asked if it was in astral plane or a meeting he claim it was real. Didn`t get wiser after back and forth. I asked if it was past lives, to which he said yes. And I told him about the truth of that. That we can`t have past lives and at the same time christian beliefs. Which is not compatible. I told him the truth, and I said I can`t sit and agree or seem like I agree and told him the truth. To which he got aggressive and didn`t want to talk. (called it deny truth right before)
I also came in on sex before marriage and the reasons, consequences and all. At first he tried to tell me we were married in the eyes of God and that was what mattered, despite I told him how God looks at it. Then he went along with me, but I think he did not secretly. Don`t know. I talked more about what sexual immorality did to society and how our society is with it and the down fall because of it and how it made Rome fell etc I gave him biblical reasons as well. He did not say anything to it just agreed, but, like I said...

I warned him about sin and living in sin and he agreed, to everything, yet..

What do I do here?
 
I exposed evil, everything, I just can`t shake the feeling he just talks after what i said, and that he does not believe and that he does not think sex before marriage is wrong or past lives. Its like talking to a wall somewhere. And like he wants all the advantages with me but really does not want to pay
 
There`s another thing as well he only contacts me like 1,5-2 months intervals. The excuse he is ill which I know he is a lot and i know he does not get out much only to shop. (introvert as well) He recently told me he has 3 bad days then wake up to 3 better but.. he has not text me, until today 2 months. Granted he knows I was ill and texted a month ago, but still. I was shown this cycle prick to my own issues from early childhood. It becomes a cycle of abandonment really.
 
What is really going on here? Is he indirectly, secretly trying to get influence? Like I say I agree but I don`t or I try to get her to agree or I sneak my way. (can happen in so many ways) Is that what is going on? I just had the feeling of a worm trying to worm
 
Once upon a time, this guy introduced the phoenix journals to me channelled material by a lady, all new age, following the nag hammadhi teachings. (found in qumran in a cave books) It had me swayed for a long time until God woke me up. It is very close, trying to be, but it mixes past lives and gnosticism.
 
It is only by Gods grace I woke up, even though I had prayed. I can`t believe it that it had me about past lives, but I had so many dreams so vivid and so many confirmations. Now I see clearly.
 
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