Please help me out I have been clean off crystal meth for almost a month now I am 19 yr old girl for the past five years I've been doin drugs prostituting stripping everything I could name I've done it been thru it with gods grace I'm still alive I moved back in wit my parents and I'm doin better but I need the lord to bless me wit a good job an my boyfriend Jose we r supposed to be getting married in September but I'm to scared its to soon I need faith in us I have been praying to god that he will bless me with a child I feel like I need some thing to push me to do better an a child would please pray for me
Please help me out I have been clean off crystal meth for almost a month now I am 19 yr old girl for the past five years I've been doin drugs prostituting stripping everything I could name I've done it been thru it with gods grace I'm still alive I moved back in wit my parents and I'm doin better but I need the lord to bless me wit a good job an my boyfriend Jose we r supposed to be getting married in September but I'm to scared its to soon I need faith in us I have been praying to god that he will bless me with a child I feel like I need some thing to push me to do better an a child would please pray for me
Glad to pray for you Brandy. Perhaps you are thinking a husband and a family will make you closer to God, but it will only make you a mother and a wife. Those can be good things for sure, but unless you are ready for the responsibilities of motherhood, and Jose is a man who loves God, it will probably not make your life much better. Praying God give you wisdom and strength to make good choices, you are still very young and have such wonderful opportunities for bringing good to others in this world.
I will gladly add my prayers and agreement that God is working an amazing deliverance in your life.
The joy of the Lord is a real thing and that's how he delivers you from wrong desires.
You can fight wrong desires for a while and even break them eventually just with willpower.
But it's better to receive the joy of the Lord and your desires will change for good.
Then you will give God the credit and remember his love and power your whole life..
I am asking the Lord to reveal his mercy,love,joy and peace to you.
Also that he would deliver you by the power of his will for your life.