Dear sister sealightbreeze
You don't need to try to be strong...just wait on the Lord...let Him be your strength...He will sustain you.
Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of His understanding
He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might He increaseth strength.
But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. (Isaiah 40: 28,29,31)
Praying for you and may the Lord richly bless you
Julia