autism & the mark of the beast

[blueyed1]

-- this isn't necessarilly abt this jab, but of all vaxxs in general

 

[blueyed1]

ok, can we try again - take out the vaxxes being the mark & what the bible says (as we have different thoughts abt the subjects), abt what the mark is & how it'll happen, can u just let me know if i can still be saved from taking a/the mark as it's a result of my autism ???just focus on that ? instead, cuz i really need some insight 2 help me move on -- plz...

 

[Dave M]

ok, can we try again - take out the vaxxes being the mark & what the bible says (as we have different thoughts abt the subjects), abt what the mark is & how it'll happen, can u just let me know if i can still be saved from taking a/the mark as it's a result of my autism ???just focus on that ? instead, cuz i really need some insight 2 help me move on -- plz...

I would suggest time in the word praying and fasting, time spent in silence alone with the God, fasted. This I would suggest for insight,, not the internet.

 

[blueyed1]

I would suggest time in the word praying and fasting, time spent in silence alone with the God, fasted. This I would suggest for insight,, not the internet.

thnx, i appreciate ur suggestion - i'll give it a shot

 

[MrBear]

Yea sister you lost me with all that
Matthew 10:28
28

“And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.

That’s talking about not fearing man but fear god because after the final judgment the wicked will be cast into the lake of fire and have the final death

as for all the articles about signs of the end and computer chips and vaccines and kids turning into bats and aliens abducting cows
Those things will drive you crazy
The only book to focus on is the holy bible
Not that other resources aren’t helpful I love hearing others brows on things
BUT
If they aren’t helpful and instead causing you grief?
Stop reading them sister
I believe what god says is true I don’t trust some website more than god if he says the mark will be on the head and the hand than he said it for a reason
If he told me it would be on my rear end I would believe that too
Trust him

Shalom

 

[MrBear]

Science based “facts” that raised a red flag right there to me
Shalom

 

[Hekuran]

ok, can we try again - take out the vaxxes being the mark & what the bible says (as we have different thoughts abt the subjects), abt what the mark is & how it'll happen, can u just let me know if i can still be saved from taking a/the mark as it's a result of my autism ???just focus on that ? instead, cuz i really need some insight 2 help me move on -- plz...

You haven't taken the Mark of the Beast. I think one of the key questions that comes from the Book of Revelation is, "Do you worship anything or anyone other than Jesus Christ?" If you do, then the thing to do right now is to repent and turn only to Jesus.

Revelation is made up of opposing pairs.

The city of Babylon / the city of Jerusalem
The Beast and the Dragon / the Lamb
The Harlot / the Bride of Christ
Robes of scarlet / robes of white
and more

Are you confident which side you are on?

 

[MrBear]

thnx, i appreciate ur suggestion - i'll give it a shot

Sorry I was out on my walk
Yes it’s true we all have our own walk
Pray it up to god, the Holy Spirit is your comforter rely on her and she will point you in the right direction when I saw the title of that video I got a voice in my spirit that said “ don’t watch that, don’t expose me to that”
I believe you can grieve the Holy Spirit I do try to not expose her to foul language , drunkenness, things I know will grieve her
Pray it up sister and keep praying until the comfort comes

Best of luck sister I will pray for you as well
There is power in prayer
SHALOM

 

[blueyed1]

i'm trying 2 do as suggested -- pray/ spend time w' god & i'm trying 2 read the bible again - something i stopped after this event took place - as doing so made me feel so bad/guilty...i'm trying again as that's the only way i feel i can show i've changed attitude wise, as i'm unable 2 undo the damage that has been done, but i still feel empty & extremely guilty inside even thou i know god is still w' me (by spiritual experiences, his spirit & his continued help w' things like my hlth, family, etc)...i guess u can say i'm in-between churches - partially cuz my autism causes my sensory system 2 easily get overwhelmed (overloaded) in lg groups & the noise, the lights, etc didn't help either & as a result, it/they basically would overpower me...also, they apparently believed in a different god then me, & that the founder (prophet) of the church was talked abt (idolized) even more then jesus christ...they use they're own bibles w' different books added on & have some different beliefs not in r bible...anyway, i eventually learned that that church wasn't rite 4 me, so i left...the pt is, is that i'm currently not a part of a church -- mostly due 2 my autism, but since i live in a small town (a pop of 5,000 yr round), there r very little options & unfortunately, most r either man-made or have different beliefs or just r 2 lg 4 me 2 handle...also, since i left - over a decade ago - i have been unable 2 study the bible w' anyone, mainly cuz i'm uncomfortable in groups w' more than 3 people @ most & w' people in general (it's extremely trying 4 me 2 interact w' anyone socially, esp when i don't have anyone i feel comfortable w', w' me)...i apologize 4 all this xtra info, but i'm trying 2 show y understanding the bible is so hard 4 me & that i have no support - pastors, bishops, priests...i also don't have any christian 'friends' who r able 2 help me study, thou there r some willing 2 talk 2 abt issues like this, but i eventually ruin the connection we have by doing so...in other words, i've destroyed the majority of any relationship i have had (not counting those who died or moved away) inc. my own parents...i realize that that is cuz i can only c shades of gray (or pieces of the puzzle) not black & white (or the whole picture)...so, i'm not trying 2 b ignorent or not understand god or the bible, but it's my limitations that r causing it...that's y i'm seeking ur advice (which i truly do appreciate) & apologize 4 seeming so stuck/strong/unwilling 2 budge/close -minded 2 ur replies -- it's just that i don't know what 2 believe (another limitation)...i do want 2 repeat something thou -- i want u 2 know that i believe as strongly as i do cuz of feeling the micro-chips & the vaxx, not cuz of the articles i've posted (like i said, i don't know what 2 believe)...in other words, the articles seem/seemed 2 only confirm what i felt (i hope i'm making sense as communicating is hard 4 me)...anyway, i hope u understand & know that i really value ur responses...i admit that cuz i grew up in a very negative environment in which i was always the victim, i tended 2 take ur comments as criticism, thou deep down i knew that they weren't, so i apoligize 4 that as well...i'm trying 2 focus on god & the positive stuff, but that's esp difficult, esp when i have autism burn out, which is most of the time, but esp never ending since this event took place 2 yrs ago...fyi, autism burnout is like a sensory overload or when ur sensory system gets overwhelmed, but more & it's usually an overlap of both (like in my case)...that's y i c /take things negatively, so it's not me personally doing that (like i originally thought), but another result of my autism...that's y i took ur replies as such & just kept on abt what i believe 2 b the case...anyway, i just thought u should know the truth abt y i went on & on...on another note, i have a few more ?'s: 1st, do u have any suggestions of who i can get in touch w' 4 these types of questions???how should i try 2 get closer 2 god & 2 get rid of this emptyness & guilt that i feel???where do u think i should begin 2 read the bible (i once was told 2 begin in the new testament w' matthew)???if u have any other suggestions, esp re: how 2 get closer 2 god & get rid of this guilt, i'd love 2 hear it...

 

[MrBear]

The gospels are a good place to start I like John myself
Sorry to hear for your troubles sister
Keep praying and remember God loves you and will ease that pain of yours if you trust him
SHALOM

 

[MrBear]

you seem like such a good soul I hope you find that peace I really do, god has a time for everything I know that isn’t what you want to hear but he really does have a plan for you and when he reveals it….It is going to be wonderful

Sorry tried to edit to include this in my first post but time limits
But yes dig into the gospels
Read until you fall asleep in his word
I read out loud ( probably drives my neighbors mad)
I record my reading and commentary on my phone so I can play it back some days on a long drive
You can do it and god has your back and I will pray for you as well,
SHALOM

 

[blueyed1]

you seem like such a good soul I hope you find that peace I really do, god has a time for everything I know that isn’t what you want to hear but he really does have a plan for you and when he reveals it….It is going to be wonderful

Sorry tried to edit to include this in my first post but time limits
But yes dig into the gospels
Read until you fall asleep in his word
I read out loud ( probably drives my neighbors mad)
I record my reading and commentary on my phone so I can play it back some days on a long drive
You can do it and god has your back and I will pray for you as well,
SHALOM

i appreciate ur advice & thnx 4 being honest w' me as well -- not many people have been, which is y it's difficult 4 me 2 know if i can trust a person or not...just so u know, i deleted all those vaxx = mark of beast sites & everything related 2 that, as well as any article that would just bring me down/depress me in general ( that won't grieve the spirit)...i know realize now that god has answered my prayers (the fact that i repent daily & am trying 2 start reading the bible) the fact i still feel his spirit, the 5- 7 spiritual experiences i've had since the beginning of this yr (it was actually jan 1st when it started, as that's when i had 2 go 2 the er for what i thought was another blood clot & pe (pulminary embolism, or when pieces of a blood clot break up & go thru ur heart & lungs, causing brain damage, strokes, death, etc) & it turned out 2 be insufficient vein disease & lymphodema on both legs ( i had 2 have 2 leg ablations - 2 days in a row on my whole leg in 1 & calf in the other), the dreams, etc...the pt is, is that b4 i didn't have the motivation 2 stop & just focus on god, but now i do...so, beginning 2day, i have a clean slate, so 2 speak -- so, thnx

 

[MrBear]

i appreciate ur advice & thnx 4 being honest w' me as well -- not many people have been, which is y it's difficult 4 me 2 know if i can trust a person or not...just so u know, i deleted all those vaxx = mark of beast sites & everything related 2 that, as well as any article that would just bring me down/depress me in general ( that won't grieve the spirit)...i know realize now that god has answered my prayers (the fact that i repent daily & am trying 2 start reading the bible) the fact i still feel his spirit, the 5- 7 spiritual experiences i've had since the beginning of this yr (it was actually jan 1st when it started, as that's when i had 2 go 2 the er for what i thought was another blood clot & pe (pulminary embolism, or when pieces of a blood clot break up & go thru ur heart & lungs, causing brain damage, strokes, death, etc) & it turned out 2 be insufficient vein disease & lymphodema on both legs ( i had 2 have 2 leg ablations - 2 days in a row on my whole leg in 1 & calf in the other), the dreams, etc...the pt is, is that b4 i didn't have the motivation 2 stop & just focus on god, but now i do...so, beginning 2day, i have a clean slate, so 2 speak -- so, thnx

You are welcome
I’m still praying for you and you aren’t far from my thoughts sister
SHALOM