SadEyes, God does love you. He does not make junk. He made you. He did not make junk when he made you. To say that you are worthless is to criticize God's work. Please don't do that. You are priceless.
There was a very long time that I felt the same way as you, but I've learned the truth and those days are long gone in the past. I also have a life threatening illness. I have Hep.C, and it is getting worse as time goes by. I have had it for around 35 years. There is only one possible cure for it known yet, and I have been having treatment dangled in front of me for several years by doctors, only to be told, "No, we can't" for one reason or another. My guess is that the real reason is insurance. It costs $3,000 per month, and it would be for a year. "Hope" is now dangling in front of me once again. I choose not to think about it because I choose to be happy. I also choose not to let the enemy get a grip on me. Jesus is my true Doctor. If I am to have treatment, He will provide it. Please hear me: He will provide.
He provided this website for you and for me. Isn't it beautiful? It was the Lord's desire to create this site through Chad. Chad heard his calling and answered with an amazing result. He provided us with all of these wonderful, loving brothers and sisters that are here for us. They, in turn, are also blessed because they have all of us! God created this new day for us to be able to fellowship with one another online, using the eyes that we see with and the fingers we type with. The provisions go on and on!
I have a very large family. Many are blood related, many are Christian family. That includes all of my brothers and sisters on this site. Do you understand, sister? I blend all into one. Jehovah God is the Father of all of us. Jesus is our Lord and we live by the Holy Spirit. Due to the fact that our Father does not want to try to force us to listen to Him, and He certainly shouldn't have to, we need to just stop and listen. He is here to help us through our joys and our sorrows. He does not want us to suffer alone. That is the enemy's intention so that our minds can wander into dark places, and we'll turn away from Him.
I seeked and found my Christian family here on earth that He provided for me. I know that I can pick up the phone, provided by Him for me (I'll let man think that I couldn't have it without them; He doesn't mind) and that they will be available for me. I can, and have, receive verbal and physical hugs from those beautiful people. I need to from time to time outside of church and Bible study because I live alone. I am also available for them when they need me. I also seeked and found this beautiful website. There is obviously very loving Christian family all around the world. And don't forget the Bible, Biblical related books, music, and whatever else you can grasp. Praise His Holy Name in prayer!
I am going to share with you what He did for me. The beginning of it is going to probably sound really stupid to you, and anyone else reading it, but that was part of His plans.
I found your prayer request on day #1. My intention was to ask for prayer for myself; for the Hep.C, but after I read yours, I paused, then I decided not to enter mine. I told myself that I would ask for prayer but that I would wait because I didn't want you to think I was copying you (don't ask me where that thought came from). I prayed for you then, and I still do. You are so lost, please quit letting the enemy have his way. Today I knew that I was going to share with you, and anybody else who reads this. I believe that I was steered away from my prayer request because if I hadn't, I wouldn't be sharing my testimony with you. SadEyes, I feel excited because I believe that God is at work for you!
You have been living by:
Psalm 44:15 - My disgrace is before me all day long, and my face is covered with shame.
How would you like to live by:
Galatians 5:22,23 - But the Fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no law.
Did you know that part of your physical pain may be caused by how you are feeling about yourself? God bless you richly, sister, and please be aware that you are loved and respected. Don't let the enemy fool you any longer. :rose:
There was a very long time that I felt the same way as you, but I've learned the truth and those days are long gone in the past. I also have a life threatening illness. I have Hep.C, and it is getting worse as time goes by. I have had it for around 35 years. There is only one possible cure for it known yet, and I have been having treatment dangled in front of me for several years by doctors, only to be told, "No, we can't" for one reason or another. My guess is that the real reason is insurance. It costs $3,000 per month, and it would be for a year. "Hope" is now dangling in front of me once again. I choose not to think about it because I choose to be happy. I also choose not to let the enemy get a grip on me. Jesus is my true Doctor. If I am to have treatment, He will provide it. Please hear me: He will provide.
He provided this website for you and for me. Isn't it beautiful? It was the Lord's desire to create this site through Chad. Chad heard his calling and answered with an amazing result. He provided us with all of these wonderful, loving brothers and sisters that are here for us. They, in turn, are also blessed because they have all of us! God created this new day for us to be able to fellowship with one another online, using the eyes that we see with and the fingers we type with. The provisions go on and on!
I have a very large family. Many are blood related, many are Christian family. That includes all of my brothers and sisters on this site. Do you understand, sister? I blend all into one. Jehovah God is the Father of all of us. Jesus is our Lord and we live by the Holy Spirit. Due to the fact that our Father does not want to try to force us to listen to Him, and He certainly shouldn't have to, we need to just stop and listen. He is here to help us through our joys and our sorrows. He does not want us to suffer alone. That is the enemy's intention so that our minds can wander into dark places, and we'll turn away from Him.
I seeked and found my Christian family here on earth that He provided for me. I know that I can pick up the phone, provided by Him for me (I'll let man think that I couldn't have it without them; He doesn't mind) and that they will be available for me. I can, and have, receive verbal and physical hugs from those beautiful people. I need to from time to time outside of church and Bible study because I live alone. I am also available for them when they need me. I also seeked and found this beautiful website. There is obviously very loving Christian family all around the world. And don't forget the Bible, Biblical related books, music, and whatever else you can grasp. Praise His Holy Name in prayer!
I am going to share with you what He did for me. The beginning of it is going to probably sound really stupid to you, and anyone else reading it, but that was part of His plans.
I found your prayer request on day #1. My intention was to ask for prayer for myself; for the Hep.C, but after I read yours, I paused, then I decided not to enter mine. I told myself that I would ask for prayer but that I would wait because I didn't want you to think I was copying you (don't ask me where that thought came from). I prayed for you then, and I still do. You are so lost, please quit letting the enemy have his way. Today I knew that I was going to share with you, and anybody else who reads this. I believe that I was steered away from my prayer request because if I hadn't, I wouldn't be sharing my testimony with you. SadEyes, I feel excited because I believe that God is at work for you!
You have been living by:
Psalm 44:15 - My disgrace is before me all day long, and my face is covered with shame.
How would you like to live by:
Galatians 5:22,23 - But the Fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Against such things there is no law.
Did you know that part of your physical pain may be caused by how you are feeling about yourself? God bless you richly, sister, and please be aware that you are loved and respected. Don't let the enemy fool you any longer. :rose:
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