KittyLinda
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Greetings,
I did not post much for 2 months. I’m going through a very difficult time now, and I almost lost my Christian faith, but as they say death is the beginning of something new. I was praying and thinking about this a lot and I found that I still believe in Christ and the bible, but I am starting to lose my faith in Christianity. I only like the ‘spiritual’ side of Christianity: praying and worshiping. I hate theology so much, even though I have a degree in Christian theology.
Christianity builds a massive religious wall of rules that you have to follow or obey to be accepted by the Christian community, while Christ destroyed this wall from the beginning, and he has already accepted us. It is totally different, because the Christian religion tells me that I must behave, then I can belong.
Christianity always condemns people who sin. It is based on fear, guilt, and it even hates people. Christ accepted sinners, loved them, and died for them.
So, for me I no longer want to identify as a ‘casual/traditional’ Christian, because I do not wish to identify with the so-called Christian religion, because I can’t obey all the rules in the bible, and it is not good for my spiritual growth. I no longer believe in attending a church and I do not believe in pastors, the purity culture, the long lists of I can’t do and I must do anymore. Most importantly, I began to look at heaven, hell, and sin more metaphorically in a spiritual manner.
I am beginning a new spiritual path which I call ‘Christian’ spirituality now, due to a lack of a better terminology. It is more of a personal path that I slowly became interested in when I was studying about Sethianic Christians, Valentinian texts, and Alexandrian/Coptic churches. The idea is understanding and becoming Christ-like through gaining wisdom. There is so much symbology and biblical metaphors, sometimes even meditative practices, and just a lot of 'personal' creativity. It is about Spiritual Growth and it is not dogmatic. I mean that there is no ‘correct’ way of doing it, because it is very personal path and it does not hate/condemn people, which is why I am interested in this.
I would appreciate hearing your thoughts on this. I am honestly on the edge, and I am not happy about my current spiritual growth in Christ in what I call now fundamental Christianity and their obsession with sin.
God bless,
I did not post much for 2 months. I’m going through a very difficult time now, and I almost lost my Christian faith, but as they say death is the beginning of something new. I was praying and thinking about this a lot and I found that I still believe in Christ and the bible, but I am starting to lose my faith in Christianity. I only like the ‘spiritual’ side of Christianity: praying and worshiping. I hate theology so much, even though I have a degree in Christian theology.
Christianity builds a massive religious wall of rules that you have to follow or obey to be accepted by the Christian community, while Christ destroyed this wall from the beginning, and he has already accepted us. It is totally different, because the Christian religion tells me that I must behave, then I can belong.
Christianity always condemns people who sin. It is based on fear, guilt, and it even hates people. Christ accepted sinners, loved them, and died for them.
So, for me I no longer want to identify as a ‘casual/traditional’ Christian, because I do not wish to identify with the so-called Christian religion, because I can’t obey all the rules in the bible, and it is not good for my spiritual growth. I no longer believe in attending a church and I do not believe in pastors, the purity culture, the long lists of I can’t do and I must do anymore. Most importantly, I began to look at heaven, hell, and sin more metaphorically in a spiritual manner.
I am beginning a new spiritual path which I call ‘Christian’ spirituality now, due to a lack of a better terminology. It is more of a personal path that I slowly became interested in when I was studying about Sethianic Christians, Valentinian texts, and Alexandrian/Coptic churches. The idea is understanding and becoming Christ-like through gaining wisdom. There is so much symbology and biblical metaphors, sometimes even meditative practices, and just a lot of 'personal' creativity. It is about Spiritual Growth and it is not dogmatic. I mean that there is no ‘correct’ way of doing it, because it is very personal path and it does not hate/condemn people, which is why I am interested in this.
I would appreciate hearing your thoughts on this. I am honestly on the edge, and I am not happy about my current spiritual growth in Christ in what I call now fundamental Christianity and their obsession with sin.
God bless,